I don't know, it is getting more obvious each day.
The lure of marriage hypnotize me lately. Yeah I know it's kinda too early (the truth is I just finished my national examination) but I was like "It's good to have your own wedding plan earlier. Make everything easier on the D-day". Silly. Yes.
I just can't help myself to imagine how the wedding goes, how the dress looks like, and absolutely how my hubby will looks like :p. Go on a date with my hubby just like a new teen couple not like a new wedcouple. Done many things with him, from hilarious,silly,ridiculous thingy to the most romantic scenes in my life with him. HAHAHA.
I just can't help myself to imagine how it feels truly fall in love with someone else. Like you have no reason to love him. You just do. How someone you always think will never choose you and stuck on you suddenly died when you are not there with him. How someone finally said "I don't know, whenever you ain't here like I have no reason to live".
I'm pretty sure I will find him. Soon or not I know he's the one who will always bring happiness to me each day.
