9.09.2012

sekian lama..

assalamualaikum..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sekian lama..gue ga ngeblog sepi aja yah fufufu tapi ane lagi sibuk kuliah asli.
proses ospeknya panjang sob! udah 2 bulan gue melaksanakan proses ospek.
gimana ceritanya? panjang sob..
senengnya banyak sedihnya dapet capeknya pasti.
dari daftar ulang yang membahagiakan sampe detik ini gue ngetik blog sampe terakhir welcoming maba versi fakultas sampe dapet pujian dan bunga dari salah seorang wisudawan yang pernah gue anggap ganteng sebelumnya didepan semua orang.
kehidupan gue lebih berwarna.
semuanya menyenangkan. (tidak untuk perkuliahan dan materi)
pertanyaannya apakah gue akan survive disini?
secara sosial gue gaperlu khawatir at least gue berada di lingkungan yg orang2nya kurang lebih mirip kak seto.
secara akademik? ini yang jadi masalah.
gue gabisa santai, gabisa nyia-nyiain kesempatan.
tapi banyak banget godaan.
seriously.
I HOPE I WILL SURVIVE.

7.07.2012

untitled :')




Gangerti mau ngomong apalagi yang pasti gue bahagia, BANGET. Makasih buat semua orang yang udah doain, support, dan segala macem. I'M THE NEXT YELLOW JACKET!! I'M ON FACULTY OF PSYCHOLOGY, UNIVERSITY OF INDONESIA! Merci beaucoup. ♥

4.20.2012

SORT OF TOO EARLY THINGY

I don't know, it is getting more obvious each day.
The lure of marriage hypnotize me lately. Yeah I know it's kinda too early (the truth is I just finished my national examination) but I was like "It's good to have your own wedding plan earlier. Make everything easier on the D-day". Silly. Yes.

I just can't help myself to imagine how the wedding goes, how the dress looks like, and absolutely how my hubby will looks like :p. Go on a date with my hubby just like a new teen couple not like a new wedcouple. Done many things with him, from hilarious,silly,ridiculous thingy to the most romantic scenes in my life with him. HAHAHA.

I just can't help myself to imagine how it feels truly fall in love with someone else. Like you have no reason to love him. You just do. How someone you always think will never choose you and stuck on you suddenly died when you are not there with him. How someone finally said "I don't know, whenever you ain't here like I have no reason to live".

I'm pretty sure I will find him. Soon or not I know he's the one who will always bring happiness to me each day.

3.14.2012

IT IS EXCITING WHEN YOU FIND OUT YOUR MOM THINKS THAT YOUR CRUSH IS CUTE.IT HAPPENS TO ME.

3.04.2012

I read it while looking at the mirror



 

In love...




when you always do anything to attract him.
when you always want to make him smile with stupid action.
when you always want to red-handed him take a sneak peek at you.
when you finally freeze and blushing after he smiles at you.
when you no longer care about his appearance. 
when you like how his brain work harder than his muscle.
when you finally always want to meet him in every occasion.
when you finally got him wandering on your mind.


1.04.2012

TOUGH

ini yang sebenernya gue rasakan...

I try to be tough as I knew I'm facing you.
Almost 2 years ago as I knew it would be hard.
We're like on and off and on and off.
It's fun in your own way.
It's hurt in my own way.
I should not let it. But it keeps flowing.
I should not face it. But it keeps showing. 
And today, when it fades, it is off, 
you turn it on. And you know what?
That's rude.
I try to be tough as I thought we better this way.
I am not interest being one of them. 
Sink into your music and think:
'I'm right for you'
'I'm the one who make you ...'
'I'm only and nobody could get damn of it'
Because all I want is, if your last request is me,
wait for you at the end of the altar.